Metro Of Madness

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Hello 2007 GudBye 2006

Hello 2007 Goodbye 2006
Just after a few hours, the world will spin into the era of 2007. Time and Tide really waits for none; today 2006 seems only to be a split second, gone in a blink of eye. ’06 had been a year of both dream-come-true s, nightmares. It had been the toughest and busiest year in my life so far.
My school started with a bang. I never really liked school, but for the first few months I pretended to be a pimp and gained popularity in the class but with the time, as my business was increased, I had to be up and doing in studies.
I got some new friends in this year, those guys were cool. Saif, Shafawat, Rakib, Ashique and Sinjohn. Two of them used to be bullied and a kinda sympathy always worked in me for them.
Then, I did kinda bad in first terminal examination….It sucked. But still, it had been better than the last exam back in seventh grade. But then, in the second term, I got full marks in four class tests, whereas I did not even get full marks in any quizzes. It was the second phase of the year, when I felt lonely like never before and discovered another part of my life….Introspectiveness, Loneliness, Weirdness, and I wanted ‘Somewhere to belong.’ My brain seethed in a conflict…..It had been a weird feeling…Really
Perhaps the worst setback of this year is I found out that I take too time to memorize….like only two pages per hour. I felt as though I am a psycho. But I had been so absorbed in studies and I really looked for someone whom I can tell how I feel, but I am pretty good at hiding things and I guess 2006 has been the most lonely year ever for me. And when I discovered more about me…That I am not like every one else, be it positive or negative and it’s my own world where I feel at home.
But I have been attacked by a paranoia and lack of self confidence. This sucks. I feel like I am nobodies and there is no where for me to go, no one to cry to…No nothing. I kinda lost my belief in God this year…Frustrated
Mental disease can be worst, and I can guess it pretty well.
Another major cons of this year was my sis became quite problematic and it got on my nerves so much…She always gets under my skin. This is kinda the biggest problem in the year but I don’t want to share it.
Well, This year had been kinda loveless and merciless for me…Boni was the only girl I dated and we kinda lost each other. I had a valentines day crush on a girl for one day as well. Luck any guy dint have crush this year haha
I had been such a nerd and psycho in the last part of the year…I even stopped reading newspaper…I studied that much. God…I hate Bangladeshi Study System. All memorizing, no place for creativity. Like you have to memorise 80 pages for science exam. And we are English version students, English translation of Bengali Curriculum. The translators and editors are dumbest guys ever. Lemme tell you an example of their unavoidable errors, they wrote, ‘Fish Culture in Cage’ Dude, they mean aquarium…Is not that the funny thing you heard in 2006? And they don’t have any sense of grammer….Not at all. Too err is human, yeah, but for them, maybe it’d be To be faultless is Nititian. If I ever got a chance to something to ‘em, I’d give them the biggest fuck ever in my life….Asshole..
Dude, if you don’t know even the basics of English grammar and common sense, why edit books….Why don’t you better ..........................................' You can finish it yourself.
Sorry, if you call it being rude, but if it’s rude, then what the hell do me and my fellow students will call you?
We are speechless.
Well, this year has also been a dream-come-true year for me…Like Mohammed Yunus from Bangladesh won the Nobel Prize for peace. I bought guitar and started learning….This is what I’ve wanted all along. And yeah, last but not least, in the last half of the last month of the year, I had crush on someone and she asked me out….She rocks my socks. Probably I am out with someone after hiatus of a year. I just hope that we don’t lose each other in the utter disaster of lives….and be together.
Three more hours…..Three more hours on the luminous dial of the clock and it will be 2007.
This year I had to lose some people I will always remember….Saif, Ashique-they got T.C from school…..Then Robyn, Boni….Closest of the few friends I had, I had to lost them….We actually have none besides us in the course of our lives…This is the truth. I some kinda lost track of Brandi.
But, I am happy I kept going on steadily with my old pal Amy. Kluit and Zeena as well.
Just one more hour.
I really have the toughest of luck. When I get my grades, I came to know that thirty people will get science with biology, and next twenty people will get science with computer. In my school, one of the best schools around here, it’s kinda tough even to get a D. I got one E+, four D and D+, three C and C+ and one B. But…Well someone has to be the melting point. Someone has to be the thirty-one. I’m roll 31. But the guy before me, roll 30 got 6 E, and 2 D and 1 C. But he got C in math and D in science whereas I got E+ in math and C+ in science and it really killed me. Anyways, I’m the first boy of computer haha (I mean blah blah)
All ends well that ends well. Well…I guess the end of 2006 is a bitter one. One hour prior to the first January night of ’07, I got scolded my mom that I have to study and should not be on computer. Well, yeah, I really have to study….But I am just not feeling well…My heart is seething in a conflict of loneliness, fear and disgust. January 8th is my first day as a freshman and I am afraid of high school, it is really tough here. But a political party here called a strike on seventh and eighth; So it's nineth January, my first day at nineth grade. Pressure will be a couple of times more than that of eighth grade. Wish Me Good Luck Peoplez Lol. Well I am too lazy to write the rest about the year.
Aiden